Post: Please Help Me (Sex Offender)
Posted by Trent on 8/11/05
Five years ago, I was convicted of sexual misconduct.. I
know this was stupid and wrong. I had to go through two
years of supervised probation plus attend sexual offender
meetings every monday night for two years (without fail).
Being an OTR Truck driver, this was a challenge in itself.
Sometimes, this registering every three months, no
possible way of passing a background check to persue my
interest (alcohol - drug counselor), the humiliation, the
overwhelming shame is more than I can stand.
Outside of this offense, I've never been in trouble with
the law. I am 52 yrs old and have quit drinking for 3 yrs
now (which had a lot to do with my stupid behavior). The
victim was my step daughter who is now married, divorced
and has children, and says she doesnt hold anything
against me. (I touched her with my hand during my
drinking and taking strong medications) (still inexcusable
three years ago, I wrecked my pickup and (blackout), and
have completely quit drinking after 38 years of heavy
drinking. My counselor in S.A.T.O.P. over the DWI, (also
over sexual programs in a major city, advised me to persue
my interest as counselor and get this record exspunged,
but I don't know how or where to go. Being 52 yrs old, sex
is not very interesting to me anymore but this new career
is. I could get off this disabiltiy and start out a new
life, but this curse follows me....can I get help?
Sometimes it's more than I can take emotionally. Where
can I go to live to get relief? Is there an attorney out
there that would be willing to take a chance on me? Or do
I spend the rest of my life in this mental agony & just
I need help...I need another chance to become productive
and respectible human being...I could ful-fill that
responsibility, as I said I never even had a misdemeanor
outside of this craziness.
I'm not just asking, I'm begging someone to help me get
over this obstacle at whatever cost. I'm not this person
they have made me to appear like. I wouldn't hurt a
child, I would die for him/her first. People in this
community even tho I've only been here a little over a
year know I'm not this kind of person.
If there is someone out there who really cares about my
pain and wants to help me....email me. I will do whatever
it takes, go back to college and start life over.
Thanx for reading.
Posts on this thread, including this one
- Please Help Me (Sex Offender), 8/11/05, by Trent.
- Re: Please Help Me (Sex Offender), 8/17/05, by Ozarks Lawyer.